Man who sold the world by Aparajita apra

Everytime I tried solving the puzzle of life.
Over and over this beautiful song keeps popping in my head.  Its called -"THE MAN WHO SOLD THE WORLD" by legendary singer, songwriter DAVID BOWIE.
 I thought you died a long long time ago. You're face to face with the  man who sold the world.  I was stunned with the cover made by another legendary rock band of the 27 club,( Kurt Cobain anyone?)
" NIRVANA"....  Sometimes I can picture this song as "We all fighting our inner demons".  The evil which says its our friend. Running away from reality escaping through the ugliness of the world, where in the world of music it all comes back to " DRUGS, SEX AND ROCK N ROLL" thats so handy.
Understanding the mind of a creative artist is like understanding a paradox or better still "PANDORA'S BOX " thats unpredictable, forever in a state of flux(reinventing,  recreating and transitioning)  How can one describe something so fluid, so tactile yet you can  barely touch.
The other stanza of the song says-"WHICH CAME AS A SURPRISE,I SPOKE INTO HIS EYES"
These two lines sounds the truth entering through deceit acting like you know nothing when in reality you can see everything.  But you choose to stay in denial.  You can see these wicked games.
Your real self that has died an actual death way back than you actually realised.

" EVEN IF YOU EARNED EVERYTHING, YOU GAINED NOTHING IF YOU LOST YOURSELF ON THE PROCESS ".