Home by Aparajita apra

I don't understand where my home is
Is it really there or I'm just homeless
I lost the hope of being hopeless
Cuz I don't understand where my home is
I can't relate to the fact,  I'm a bit abstract
I am so attentive but I easily distract
I am sick of this act
That's like an explosive pact
I need a place to call home
Cuz even with a billions  crowd I feel alone
I don't know if I can ever tone
What if I just turn to a stone
I don't understand where I find a home
Or am I just born to run around and roam