Saturday, May 30, 2020

Tell me by APARAJITA APRA

Tell me did I ever made you feel guilty
Tell me did I ever made you feel self pity
Tell me did I ever leave you alone in the city
Tell me who gave you the right to distort my  rose couloured glass
Can I leave the same thing before we shoot back to the mars
Can you tell me if I ever lured you in with the false promises
To take multiple drives near my residential premises
You weren't the first nor you will be the last
It took me a while to understand it but I have certainly learnt fast
Yes I'm mercurial and fickle
Yes you are immature and fanatical 
But that's not why I choose to pack my bags and leave
I choose the harsh reality to the world of make believe

KISI ROZ by APARAJITA APRA

Kisi roz ye deewar hat jaegi
Kisi roz ye duriyaan ghat jaegi
Kisi roz  andheroen ki raat chhat jaegi
Koi roz to aisi hogi jab ye nafrat  mohabbag mei badal jaegi
Koi  roz  to aisi hogi jab ye  takdeer palat jaegi
Koi roz to aisi hogi Jo ye zindagi sawar jaegi

Thursday, May 28, 2020

SOLITARY BLISS BY APARAJITA APRA

They say when you are dead, you stand alone
But I would rather be in the existence of  my own
I won't chatter and laugh out my inhibitions
I am happy with a glass of wine constraining my limitations
They won't understand the bliss in solitary
Because they are too scared to explore the contrary
They won't make peace with their own company
Because they want to cling to somebody to finish off their journey
I don't see the point to yearn someone to fill the void inside
Its like hiding in the shadows of your despair and longing for happiness outside
I would rather be a
recluse and live in this solitary bliss
Knowing yourself is like knowing universe and nothing is better than this

Tuesday, May 26, 2020

PLATONIC BY APARAJITA APRA

The way we have stayed just good friends
Is like one of the trends
We have followed over the ages
Walk past the deceit and outrages
Alas!  The way it fits the best is platonic
Better than get heartbroken, its truly ironic
Make a caption in capital letters
We are so not going the traditional ways of roses and love letters
Its a better way to coverup the intensity of skyrocketing emotions
Walking past the dreadful tears and the seas of oceans
I think you brought the ring
But I have this fear of commitment thing
There ain't no wedding dress and vows
Let's stay platonic for as long as the time allows

Monday, May 18, 2020

Mana by APARAJITA APRA

Mana raat bahut lambi hai, Mana ujala nahi hai
Magar aisa kaun gham hai jo humne paala nahi hai
Mana ye ghadi bahut uljhanoen se bhari hai
Magar aage zindagi bahein failaye khadi hai
Tham lo hath zindagi ka maut ane se pehle hi mat mar jao
Phir mushkuraega ye Jahan, phir jeet jayega ye Jahan, tum kadam to badhao

Saturday, May 16, 2020

DEAR MEN BY APARAJITA APRA

Let me cook for you, while you lounge in an air-conditioning room
Let me clean the floor, while you put on your feet on the table and I am in gloom
After all I am born to please you
To nod my head and appease you
Cuz my life is all about you
So its nothing new
Thanks but no thanks dont want a life like that
To be a service provider 24/7 and wait for a little pat
I am master of my own destiny
To be born free and  to stay free
Keep that bling, keep that ring
Cuz being trapped isn't my thing
I am my own queen, I don't need a king

Thursday, May 14, 2020

BEAUTIFUL DREAMER BY APARAJITA APRA

Well its always been about my action packed day 
But I saw you watching the trees and make a way 
The smile on your face could surely tell, here comes the beautiful dreamer 
A naive, ethereal, lovable child-like persona, a true believer 
I wanted to place a finger to understand what's the magical potion 
He is so into himself not caring a bit of what people would think and their notion 
I wanted to hug him  tight 
Cuz at last I could see the ray of light
From a certain distance and height
My heart wasn't agreeing with my mind 
But I wanted to feel alive, get it streamlined
Man!  He wasn't real for sure before I loose him in the world of  hollow glitters
I wanted to embrace the beauty of its unique mystical vibe, before it flitters 
Oh!  The beautiful dreamer 
You too made me a believer


Monday, May 4, 2020

WHY TO KEEP SHUT? BY APARAJITA APRA

Just because you are big
You gonna take the dig
But tell me why should I keep shut
Just because you give me this shelter and hut
Just because you are head of the family
I am suppose to be docile
Just because you can shout happily
I am suppose to keep quite
But tell me if I stay shut
Are you going to be so despotic tell me clear cut
Just because you force opinion not interested in hearing other side of the story
Cuz for you its all hunkey dorry
Sorry but I can't say sorry
Does that bring you all the fury? 
But tell me why should I stay shut
Just because I aint making a million bucks
Or bringing laurels in load of trucks
You gonna end my quest but throwing ridicule
Try it if that helps but that aint gonna make you the daddy cool
 Tell me why should I stay shut
So that you won't slit and throw your outburst
Well I would rather be dead
Than let that words remain unsaid 

Friday, May 1, 2020

TIME BY APARAJITA APRA

Waiting for the sunrise
Waiting for the morning light
As I pass the wet eyes
And people struggle all night
They are scared,  they want to be healed
They don't want the skeletons from closets to be revealed
The deception looks so sweet, when the truth gets concealed
I want the people back on streets again
To smile for better tomorrow with no pain
They are dying, they are crying
Even their tears are drying
We want to be at a happy place
Not to fall from grace
It looks so abase
Its all a tragic phase
Of happiness I see no trace
Its a time that needs to replace
Its not a rat race